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Monday, April 30, 20127:16 AM
First time, waking up in this kind of situation.
The feelings that could not describe. Terrible experience.
Heartache and shaking like a sickness. Scary much.
Luckily still have a friend who' free and willing to be my hugger and listener,
although I didn't talk much. but you already accompany when I'm down.
And not to forget my buddy, he accompany to cheongk and shout out loud.
Really appreciate lots. <3 I don't expect advices from you guys.
So, don't feel bad. I just need someone to stay beside me.
Well, this is the first time I feel so down in this year.
Never feel so down before ever since form4/5 i guess.
I hope this would be the first and last time for me.
and yeah, tomorrow's public holiday and I hate it. I'm seriously afraid.
Afraid that something bad will happen again. Yes, again.
Why am I facing this kind of problem. Why can't I just like other people, staying and living peacefully? );
I feel like a bomb nearby my side now. I need happy pills forgot sake.
Oh! and I want brain washing pills.
Just now, was pretty scary too.
Imagine you are having dinner with a bomb right beside you.
You'll never know if it'll burst or not.
Hmmm, friends who don't know me thought I have a happy life.
I can say I am, when everything is fine. The way how i'm being loved. :)
Let's just say, I wan't a normal and average life if this will make everything change to good one!
This is why hongkong drama always says " 有钱唔一定开心 ".
I bet if one of my friend sees this, she will talk about her own facts again.
I don't understand why some people are just so realistic?
Because of her background and relatives surrounded by her?
How I wish she did not change. I prefer the last time her than now. -.-
Whatever...
At least now, I know who are the ones I can count on and who aren't.
I guess this is how life goes?
Self note : Not to think too much, be happy, appreciate what I have now. :)
10:15pm
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Aprilicious
Monday, April 16, 201211:37 PM
Am having my holidays now,
it's going to end soon.
I don't know what have I did these pass weeks.
Last week, had a gathering with my buddies.
Something bad happened,
heard stories from them,
and notice that I have no stories to tell :]
Maybe it's a good ? no one knows what will going to happen right?
Oh, I'm kind of addicted to BigBang's song.
Check out their latest songs :
and
and not to forget their old song : Haru Haru, it's still the best song
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